Season in The Sun

Today the lecture of semester 6 is officially wind up. Me? Still lazing around keep on feeling new and fresh like I just arrive from Manipal. Oh, I should wake up and have that stress of coming sessional exam that will start next week. Somehow I feel like a nail that need to be hammered, then only I will move. Stress dengan diri sendiri yang macam tak insaf.

I just finished end posting exam on psychiatry this afternoon. The experience here was not as bored as in Manipal. It was more exciting and more thoughtful. I said thoughtful since everyday I have to face mentally-ill patient that looks healthy and normal from outside. The says don't judge a book by its cover is very well-defined here. They talked like us, they dressed like a happy man, but the underlying sickness was very difficult to detect with our naked eyes.

The eyes don't see what the mind don't know. And in psychiatry we did add. The mouth won't asked what the mind don't know.

Basically in psychiatry the diagnosis rely more on history taking. So the more you get from the patient, the better diagnosis and prognosis we can make. But the problem is, you cant really elicit a good history from a patient who had flight of ideas and keep on answering the other direction when you asked or they did not reply at all. Kesabaran yang tinggi itu amatlah perlu ada pada setiap doktor psikiatri.

When a friend of mine remind me that I was the one who is very difficult to get or to contact, I suddenly realised how horrible friend is me. They said I am sombong. Selalu tak sms. Checking back my inbox, yes I did not initiate a message to my friends asking how are them now or saja-saja tanya khabar for this 6 months. (That's the duration since I came back from Manipal).
Orang sokmo kena mesej dia tanya kabo. Dia bukan nak ingat kita pung. Kita ni takutla dia tu busy. Amboh kaca. Gini a wa lening. Sombong. Quoting from my bestfriend who is doing law in UIA currently, Izrin.

I went to a friend's wedding last saturday in Terengganu. To be specific my classmate. Selamat Pengantin Baru, Mar dan suami. Moga kekal hingga ke syurga jodohnya. Amiin. I met my schoolmates yang tak jumpa for such a very very long time. Semua dah berubah, ok. Koho comel lakke. Salloh pulok dok bowok kamera ari tu. Kalu gitu amik gambo bbanyok. And now, I missed them very much..

Us with pengantin : Su, Sya, Ain, Wahidah, Izrin, Mar, Bie, Wa, Yam

Us dengan pelamin pulak (hannah besides me..:D)

Everything had its season. I studied when exam is around the corner. The moment I sat to study, I remembered every little thing that was not related to study stuff. Apekah? I did feel like having psychiatric disorder when I was in Psychiatry posting. I did contacting my best friends when I feel like missing them so much. (or I have some business with them). My bad. I did writing blog when I felt like writing. Hmm..

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