At Times I Have To Be Selfish

For me there will be a time when I felt so tired and I do really need a rest from all the weight of the world of mine on my shoulders. The drive of keep on going somehow need to come to a halt. I felt I had enough of that for now, I need to recharge and regain my energy, have that magic inspiration again, feel fresh and energetic, aim enthusiastically, look back at my track, and make a new plan to reach that goal.

That was the time when I will sleep, have enough rest, taking my time to think a lot. It was like the time when you feel like your cup of coffee that was just empty, need to be refill. So, sit back, and relax. Or I may bunk a class. hehe

'Esok aku ingat nak ponteng lah. Aku terasa penat. Dahlah ada night posting.'

'Isk, ko jangan, aku pun terasa nak ponteng. I need I bit element of extra rest'

'Ok, ko ponteng selasa, ak ponteng rabu'

We actually had this kind of conversation, usually when it comes to an end of any posting. Its the period of breaking off I guess. When we felt so tired with the routinely routine life. People may perceive this as a selfishness. Everyone has their own right to decide, as long as the decision did not affect others. Do no harm. Accept the fact that everything happen with reasons. Don't straight away blame others and start judging people. Because I am also a human being, I do have that sensitivity, and yes I want to respect others. In that way, I want people to respect me.

The shortest distance to happiness is to forget about the past after having learned from it.

I like both versions of this song. Be it from Opick or Datuk Siti.