After 6 Months of Hiatus

I did not update my blog for almost 6 months. Lebih kurang la. Been in 8th semester, I began to be more serious in studying. Tulah, sem 6, sem 7, banyak sangat melepak. Reaching toward p2s1 I became nervous. Cuak. Alamak macam tak ingat banyak benda.

3 weeks left... semangat semangat
2weeks... penat study..
next week nak exam... cuak balik..
then the night before long case exam...

I could not sleep!!! kenapakah? I got this cold palm and feet for the last 2 days before long case exam. Terbayang macam-macam dalam kepala. Allah, Allah, Allah. Banyakkan doa. Hanya kepada Dia kita berserah. Tidur

Then that's it, D-day! The morning was very fine. I woke up at 5 something. The candidates are requested to be there by 6.45 am. Walking from my room to the lecture hall in that early morning, I felt calm. My mind stop worrying. My will wanted me to fight and do the best and Allah will do the rest. Terasa macam nak pergi berperang la kan.

I got an orthopedic case. That was my first posting!! Takpe takpe. I just did whatever I remembered. I answered few questions, stumbled and puzzled to few questions jugak and that's all, my time ended after 30 minutes viva. I went out from the room dengan muka pasrah dan penat. Harapannya semuanya okay.

The next day was the day when the result came out. Alhamdulillah I did pass. A big relief, but at the same time not really happy. A few friends did not make it. Yes this exam was very tough. Somehow this exam is not between us and the exam paper only. It is between us, patient and the examiner. It associated with human. Its complicated. Im worried about them. Ya Allah mudahkanlah urusan mereka.

Currently had 5 weeks of holiday including 3 weeks of elective posting. I went to Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah KT for this. Dah lah buat sorang-sorang. Orang Ganu sendiri pun tak nak buat Ganu. haish


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lantas, lantiklah minda merajai hati, menguasai rasa,
dan minda itu, IMAN yang menitahnya!